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i honesty fucking think my parents truly wish i was gone or more like my 20 year old lazy ass brother who seem to get eveything he wants. My parents have to show favoritism or some shit around here, it like im just a thing or in other words "another mouth to feed."
like some one the example i can give people im sure kinda happens to people who have other siblings but i mean like my mom IS willing to us her debit card for buying things online for my brother for his train simulator but the moment i ask for something like 0.99 cent game from the App Store on my ipod its we don't have money. I can ask for a pair of head from from the dollar store that is $6.00 fucking dollar compared to the ten dollar ifrogz headphones that i perfur to use and my mom comes out and yells me saying that i ask form something every fucking week and started to yell at me for asking a simple question and stated that we'er 900 dollars behind on lights, im sorry that my dad had another heart attack and couldn't work for three months it like she blames me for it and she doesn't realize that i hate it when she take things out on me.
i understand that she my not realize whats she doing but its just fair. I have depression that was conform by a doctor and that its only going to worse and she straight up lied about helping ,her words to the counselor lady who put me on anti-depresses was "I dont what to emit her to a hospital but i want to help." leaving the PHN building were this took place my mother look at me and said " i'm not filling these, i feel that you don't these."
I think that there is kids out there my age(15-16) who cant have a semi-open relationship whit their parents about things but unfortunately i am not one of those kids, conversation always ends up she me being angry at them and yelling at each other.
They know that i honesty ABSOLUTE HATE it when they compares me someone else then when i do something they proceed to call me that person's name.
i mean i try my best to do things for my self but it seem that everything i do it just sets them off, i wanted to try out and try to make my high school volleyball team and my mother called me an over achiever since i was also in marching band. I was so mad she didn't understand that every time I've to try and do something that involves SOCIAL activity since middle school shes always put me down with these reason that really aint fair.... I want her to join me in going to church(hoping that maybe i can talk to my mom better and stuff) but its just an excuse after excuse, its like she doesn't even want to even be around me,
Heck! i can't go shopping with just her because she gets mad when i say i don't like something! My dad has to come with us its that bad, then when i find some that is right for a girl my age to wear and have and it is in her price rang its like nope you cant get cause i didn't pick it out.
i am like so done with this it sucks....... So if anyone did read this am i the only one with a situation like this?
P.S i know im probably overreacting with this whole thing between me and my parents but this is just how i feel.